Episode 2

My Peace Got PTSD

Published on: 19th June, 2025

💭 Episode Snapshot:

You prayed for peace. 🌸

You begged for rest. 😮‍💨

And when it finally came… your spirit said, “We don’t trust it.” 😬

If stillness makes you anxious, silence feels loud, or your body braces in calm moments—you’re not broken. 💔 You’re just healing from a world that taught you peace was a setup. 🧠⚠️



🧠 In This Episode:


🔹 Why peace can feel suspicious after trauma

🔹 How your body stores chaos—even in quiet seasons

🔹 Ways to teach your nervous system: “It’s safe now.” 🕊️

🔹 Reminders that you’re not too much—you’re just adjusting 💫



💬 Quote Worth Repeating:


“That’s not peace. That’s a trauma response in a pretty outfit.”



🧘🏽‍♀️ Affirmation of the Week:


“Even when it feels unfamiliar, I deserve peace that doesn’t make me flinch.”

🎧 (Stay ‘til the end for a calming affirmation to carry with you.)



📲 Let’s Connect:


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Tag a friend who’s learning to rest without guilt ✨

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About the Podcast

In Living Polar
Black and Bipolar
In Living Polar explores the raw and real experiences of a Black woman living with bipolar disorder while balancing the roles of mother, wife, and individual. Each episode dives into the emotional complexities of mental health, identity, and family—sharing unfiltered truths, personal stories, and reflections on navigating life with resilience and grace.

This podcast creates space for honest conversations about bipolar disorder in communities that are often overlooked, offering solidarity, strength, and a voice to those living in the tension between chaos and clarity.

About your host

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Christen Adair-Hart

🎙️ Chris’iana Radio
Home of real talk, raw healing, and relationships that go the distance.

Hosted by Chris Adair-Hart—a certified life coach, Army wife, and mom of 3—this platform brings you two powerful podcasts:
💍 Mission: Marriage—for military couples navigating love, service, and survival
🧊 In Living Polar—for the strong ones healing out loud and choosing themselves daily

Whether you’re fighting for your marriage or finding your voice again, Chris shows up with unfiltered truth, laughter, and life lessons you can feel.